Monday, October 31, 2011

Blog updated.
Removed bunch of useless stuffs.

Life goes on.

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Sunday, April 17, 2011

Yet another day.
Forgiveness...I've forgiven, but will it be taken for granted? I hope it won't.

So, I woke up at around 1 in the noon and brushed up after that. As usual and typical, I switched on my computer as the 2nd thing to do for the day(The first was to wake up and brush up). After 3 hours of slacking, I went to start mugging till 5 and was revising on Chemistry and have learnt what is "Cations" and "Anions" and I found out that I've already learnt it last year just that they're using another difficult term to describe it.

After mugging, I went to take a cold shower since I was sweating here and there. Not to mention that I ate around 1 full plate of sushis because I have to take my medicines and after taking it, I'm feeling very drowsy now but I don't really feel like turning in for the day just yet.

Getting back to the main point ; should I forgive my close friend, who has insulted me till to the extend whereby I can't take the blow? I guess I won't due to the fact that I've used a relationship as "money" and paid it to see someone whom I've regarded as a "close" friend's true self. I won't mind losing another friend for a valid reason, but after what had happened to my another friend...I've learnt to cherish my current pals more but at certain point of time I just can't. Either they've done something wrong which is a big blow to me, or I just feel that they're not the type of person who I can regard as a friend of mine.

After going through what had happened, it has taught me a valuable lesson ; To cherish someone when they're still here, don't wait till the last minute when they're gone then you start cherishing. It's already too late by then.

Am I being pathetic? Why am I even missing someone who doesn't miss me at all? Heh, what a joke. I have always asked myself this question "Where should I go? Which path should I take? Should I take the left where nothing is right or the right where nothing is left?". Sometimes, it's not the person you miss...but it's feelings and moments you had when you were with them. Make sense doesn't it...?


Hopefully someday...I'll see you someday again in the clouds...

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Friday, April 15, 2011

I won't let destiny take control over my life but instead, it's the time to take control of my own destiny and create the life I want.
So far so good, I did pretty "well" for my Term 1...50% pass as well as 50% failure which made up of 3 passed and failed subjects.

Went to the Health Promotion Board for a scheduled check-up today and found out that my spine wasn't that serious in terms of curving...et cetera.
When I was waiting at the registration counter to fill up some forms for X-Ray, I saw this particular piece of message pasted up onto the wall and it says "Don't quit! Because obstacles are the stepping stones to success!" and I was deeply motivated by it.

You might think that I'm not aware of even a single thing, but actually I'm very well aware of what's going on around me. There's no need to lie, no need to hide, as I look into your eyes.
Though I'm feeling deeply insulted by someone who was once my close friend, but I've never thought of arguing over the comments as it wasn't worth it. I'd rather be ignorant and treat it as nothing has happened so we might or will go back to the way it was in the past...
I saw, I read, I thought, I assumed...and I suffered. The feeling of going through this kind of "ordeal" isn't good at all or should I phrase it in the way that it sucks to the core of the Earth.

I forgive easily but I won't forget...though that someone might not deserve it but how long will it last? How much trust can I put on them? How can I rely on them in the future when I need help? Will they treat me the way I'm treating them now? What's with all the "Treat others how you want to be treated"? It doesn't seems true to me or is all this just purely my imaginations and assumptions? Sometimes you don't know you've crossed a line until the other side and by then, it's already too late to realize it. I announced the "closure" of the first chapter of my life...but somehow something is missing and I can't close it just yet. I said that I won't think anymore about it and to focus on my goals, but yet, I still search for quotes, songs...and even shows which remind me of the good time we had in the past, but it's now no longer the same and it will be as if I'd never existed before.

How I wish I can get out of this "ordeal" but yet, I can't. There's a story behind every person, and a reason why they're the way they are, they aren't just like that because they want to, but it's something in the past created them and sometimes it's really impossible to fix them.

Hopefully I'll see you someday again in the clouds...

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Thursday, March 24, 2011

Has been around 3 months since I last posted in my blog...Nothing much happened throughout all these days...except for some things in common....
I'm being motivated and encouraged by quotes instead of friends...sometimes I wonder; what are friends really for? Do we really need a disaster to prove who's a true friend to you? If there's a need, I'd rather it happens than to having friends who might or can backstab or betray me anytime...
Going down to the hospital for a checkup on my spine tomorrow...hopefully everything will be smooth...and of course, no operations since I've already confirmed with my aunt to make an appointment for my teeth + mouth surgery...which will take place at the end of this year.
Soon, in about 2 to 3 years time...my teeth will be straight again...and after that, there will be another bone surgery and a whole new reborn mouth + teeth will take place.
Shall update tomorrow with regards to my result slip for the first term.
Signing off for the night...

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Friday, January 21, 2011

Updated 2 new songs in my MixPod

Both by Wang Lee Hom:
心跳(Heart Beat) & 你不知道的事


Nothing much interesting happened throughout the 3 weeks of my life in school, in my new class. Hopefully, someone in my class will learn to grow up throughout the year otherwise he's no difference from any other Sec1-2 students. Yes, I can see that my PoA teacher isn't that happy with me because I complained him to someone for his inconsiderable action. But still...what can I do? Suck my thumb and live on with it.

Finally, something big happened today. My close pal's god sister actually stirred some trouble with me. I ain't affected because I was slightly, or should I say....a little bit irritated by her flamings but still, it's not up to my standard YET. She can still improve, but I doubt she will.

What happened was...I called her a XMM(Xiao Mei Mei which stands for Little Girl), and she got pissed off and told me off. So, I gave up at that point of time and went to CSI out more information about her. The result was that, she is indeed YOUNGER than me.

Shall post next time. Time to own the XMM!

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Saturday, January 8, 2011

Updated on my profiles + Music Playlists.
Shall post next time...

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Saturday, January 1, 2011

Arrived in Singapore 2 days ago.
Set off from my Aunt's house in KL, Cheras at around 2.30pm...reached Johor at around 6pm. We'd have reached even earlier but thanks to a idiot lady driver, we met with a small accident when we're just 20KM away from the customs. Argued and debated with that lady till she had nothing more to say and threatened to report. I told her just to go ahead...we'll have our own reports too!
Reached home, bathe...and did the usual things. Yesterday, I went out with my Aunt and Cousin and bought 2 Adult EZ Link cards for them...just in case they need it in the future when they visit Singapore again. We then went to a temple near my school...and I don't even know there was a temple till yesterday. Went in to SSRR...and left for Pasir Ris Park.
Took Bus 3 from P.Int and alighted at Downtown East. Who cares what had happened there? As long as I'll have fun, it's alright. Went to rent 3 bikes for 1 hour...and cycled throughout the entire park. Saw a few cute doggies. . After cycling, we returned the bike and went to White Sand. Took the MRT all the way down to Outram Park and switched to the Purple Line. Then all the way down to HabourFront... Went to the 3rd floor of VivoCity...and took the Sentosa Express Train to WaterFront station. Went to SSRR...and went back to VivoCity and then we headed home. By the time we reached Compass Point, it was already near to 8pm. Took Bus 87 back home, bathed and switched on the Comp.
At 10.30pm, we went out again to buy the Parking Coupon(But didn't bought it in the end ) as well as guiding my aunt how to drive to the Woodlane Checkpoint. Drove back to the Car Park and slept in the car for 1 hour as it only requires 8 coupons...just nice.
Got off the car at 12.20pm and went home. Cousin cooked 2 packets of noodles for me...mmmm it's nice. I was still freaking hungry that I ate 5 breads and a cup of milo after that.
Went to bed...and my relatives just left for Woodlane CP not long ago. Hopefully I'll be able to see them in June anytime.

Till next time...

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